Secluded in Silence

All my hatred fills my heart with such rage

Of friends and family both null and fake

Void of acceptance, my life is a cage

Full of regrets and enemies to make.

Youthful Dreams

For Rose, the object of my once youthful dream, 

a person I never tried to know.

Long, yes, yet on this seventh year it seems

My love is dying; Now I've been seeing

That I have been dreaming such foolish dreams

All I see now is how I've been lying.

Its Generosity has blinded me

Never have I worked tirelessly for it.

For on that year, I changed so you could see

That I can be the best, so I may fit

Change: Keeping the ball rolling

I don't know how it all got this way but all I know is that people change through the years, months, weeks and days. Every hour, minute and second they realize new things. Change how they live through everyday to make up for past faults. I thought maybe I should change too.

In some ways I may consider that I've changed too. Though not entirely, I've made decisions that changed some of the negative habits I've been doing. I may not have changed entirely but I've started. And this start will help me move forward to the change I've wanted.

A Letter To God (High school Letter Writing Activity)

Dear God,

God, up until now I haven't spoken solemnly to you for quite a while. I've been ignorant to your calls, your gifts and your greatness. Lately, I've forgotten what it is you truly made me for: to worship you.